Jun 17, 2011

Achy Hearts

Heart aching,
Sadness looming,
A moment most undesired,
It's time to be departed,
From all my precious,
Oh how my heart crushes,
Till we meet again soon,
I luv u 4eva, come sun, come moon.

For that...

For the lose of control; anger,
I did with the smallest of trigger,
For the lack of grace; hatred,
They deserve it, yet I'm still bothered,
For the want of consent; hypocrisy,
These loathsome actors all around me,
Thus for need of relief; here's my admission;
I've learned a lot from the grim incident,
I've learned the traits of true comrade,
N that winnings & glory, they don't correlate.

Bitter Bile

Feelin bitter,
Won't make u feel better,
Holding grudge,
Ur problems enlarged,
Forgiveness is key,
Cos only then u'll see,
There's just too much beauty,
In this world for u n me,
So dont waste ur time,
Forgiveness doesn't cost a dime,
Yet grudges and bitterness,
Only give u trouble n sadness

Bitter Aint Better

Feelin bitter,
Won't make u feel better,
Holding grudge,
Ur problems enlarged,
Forgiveness is key,
Cos only then u'll see,
There's just too much beauty,
In this world for u n me,
So dont waste ur time,
Forgiveness doesn't cost a dime,
Yet grudges and bitterness,
Only give u trouble n sadness

God Gave

God gave us burdens,
Also with that shoulders.
Thus, I say with confidence,
Be it tears, be it laughters,
They're all parts of d regiments,
En route of me joinin d betters.

Amidst em All

Amidst all of this craziness,
There's a feeling of void n emptiness,
I'm yearning for a pair of loyal ears,
That wud listen 2 my thought n rambles,
Dreaming for a voice that i wud miss,
That wud sooth my feelin n bring me bliss.
God help me 2 b strong n courageous,
Till d day You guide me my missing pieces.

Aint Terrible

If every challenge's a trouble,
Then surely life is terrible.
Just think that every mountain's conquerable,
Only then u'll realise, nothing's impossible...

Sorry... miss u...

Tryin to build the momentum up,
As usual, weekend's my time to catch up,
With all d works that keep building up,
But it doesn't mean I'll ever give up.
To friends and families, my apologies to u,
For keepin mum, and 4 not contactin too,
But u guys r always in my thoughts, it's true...

Dont Bother

Friday's here,
My week's x over,
Continuously suffer,
Endless torture,
There, here, far n near.
Im no quitter, dont bother,
Dont b so eager, to see me surrender

Enjoy

To all of YOU, enjoy your weekend,
make sure u make use of all that u can,
be wise with the time u have in ur hand,
Make sure u remember ur family n friends,
Then you'll be happier, n life wud b a lot less tensed..

Thanks?

Thank you for all the troubles;
U made me go thru endless terribles.
U stomped on me, U made me struggle.
U sneered at my works, made me look little.
But I'm still here, never better, never stronger,
Thanks 2 U, now I know, I'm no mere survivor,
I am much better than U, I am a fighter,
And now I'm even happier than ever,
Cos U made me realise finally,
How special I am really! :)

T.O.N.G.O.D.

T he place,
O ne and only,
N estled amidst wilderness,
G reen and panoramic,
O f natural beauty,
D elightful.

Don't...

Amidst the hustle n bustle,
With a lot in mind, a lot to settle,
Don't lose sight of your own dream,
No matter how far outta reach it may seem...

Stronger

i'm not strong enough today,
as d strong will not sway,
I should've kept my cool,
n not argue with the fool,
cos I know I'm better than that,
maybe that's why, u see me as a threat...

Think of me

if u r sad,
or just plain mad,
or somehow unhappy,
and feeling rather gloomy,
just take a moment to think of me,
of the joy we've had and d beautiful memory...

Flailingly Failing

First day of teaching,
Already feels like derailing,
Oh I dreaded this pessimist feeling,
Dear God give me strength, dont leave me flailing..

The Meeting

The meeting's still on,
It's almost six,
I can't keep up,
It's makin me weak...

come on squeak squeak squeak...
tht sound sure makes ppl tick
hence the meeting will end quick..
what ya waitin for, now squeak!

....
The meeting ended just minutes ago,
Thank god for Maghrib or else it wudn't b so,
I walked in full of hope, out full of sorrow,
God, o god, give me strength, raise me from down low...

Biar Baru

Berdentum dentam irama duit dibakar,
Meriah dirai, riuh rendah, hingar bingar,
Buatku tertanya perlukah semua ini dilakar,
Demi menanda jejak tahun baru nan segar,
Seharusnya tahun baru membuat kita sedar,
Bahwa inilah peluang untuk kita memadam calar,
Menggilap diri, menyuci hati, memupuk sinar,
Agar perkasa zahir, mulia batin, tiada tercabar.

Better Year

Opportunity comes,
Full of hope n desire,
Gone are the past,
Dont let the regret torture,
Nor the vanity nurture.
Let us promise 2 strive,
And aim for d better

Bliss in Peace

Feels like,
Walking on clouds,
At ease, in peace,
Happily in bliss,
I know i'll surely miss,
To feel just like this...

Fly by...

days passed by,
wasted away,
o how time flies,
I wish I could stay,
u are my smile,
that's all I can say..

Hijrah 1432

Hijrah...
Indah terlafaz, diukir payah,
Jelas termaktub coretan sirah,
Rencana diatur, azam direncah,
Akan kuatkah diri merubah,
Hati disuci, memperkukuh aqidah...

Heartloss

I've lost my heart a while ago,
been desperately searching high and lo,
but now I've found it, i'm terribly glad,
cos here back home is where my heart at...

Elephant's Memory

Once there was a little baby elephant,
sad and alone, just like an orphan.
He was trapped, in one big circus.
He was weak and really helpless.
His four legs, tied thoroughly tight,
couldn't escape, even with all his might.

Four ropes tied to four stakes so firmly,
hammered to the ground, really sturdy.
But he didn't give up he kept on struggling,
till after a year, he finally stopped trying.

Years passed by, he's no longer a baby,
He grew up big, so strong and healthy.
The ropes were now tied just loose, really!
And the stakes were no longer, planted firmly.

But because he has elephant's memory,
his mind tells him he couldn't break free.
If only he would try, and move forward a bit,
He'll realise he's wrong, then he can succeed.