Dec 1, 2010
5
When I was 5 and wild,
as you'll realise eventually,
as they seemed to be free,
I realised now after so long,
Sacrifice
My sacrifice,
Never seem suffice,
After a while I realise,
Not to just see with my bare eyes,
And believe that dreams can be realised
3years
Three years,
Of sweats and tears,
Loneliness and fears,
Yet i'm still here, it appears.
As i haven't given up,
I'm yet to fill the half-empty cup...
Black Holes
it's hard to live amidst negativity,
like a black hole sucking life outta me,
I prefer to think positively,
cos hatred's a bore, and confrontation's an enemy,
you might say i'm a pushover, but at least i'm happy,
...and that's one thing, you could never take away from me...
Often said
Often we say,
Nobody knows,
no one'd understand,
So is there any way,
for d pain to be mend
Resolusiku...
mendamba sebuah resolusi,
perlu diiring dengan revolusi.
merangka sebuah revolusi,
perlu gigih, berani, berinovasi.
...Lantas kupohon padamu tuhan,
berikan aku segunung kegigihan,
Kekalkan padaku selangit keberanian,
Anugerahkanku ilham selautan.
Kerna sungguh aku mahu,
menjadi pendidik unggul nan jitu.
Walau masih di luar genggamku,
Belum berakhir citaku itu...
Malam
malam,
seakanku tenggelam,
kesunyian mencengkam,
sepiku terbungkam,
...kelam,
rasa nan tak terselam,
di sudut mendalam,
biarlah kupendam...
it's been three years,
of laughters and tears.
I hope I've taught you enough,
But that'd be a plain bluff.
...I know I could've done better,
I'd say, to be human is to err.
So let's hope you'll study hard,
Give it your best shot and think smart.
Let's pray to God that u'll succeed,
Cos I know u all r deserving indeed...
For fun
easier said than done,
when u r x d 1 asked to run.
you can judge me any way u want,
n that'd make u a friend just 4 fun.
Life is...
we exist in its entity,
a cycle of unpredictables,
a moment that seems so tasty,
in a flash turns unpalatables,
today is a fresh fruit so juicy,
...yesterday's a rotten vegetables,
Life's no bowl of royal delicacy,
Just a pile of fortune and troubles...
Grateful for Thee
Am grateful eternally,
for the beings who love me,
They laugh whenever I joke, Generously,
They smile in my presence, Genuinely,
They make me feel 'un-alone' and happy,
They acknowledge even my smallest deed, appreciatively...
And for those reasons, hear this from me,
Even when life has ended, i'll 4ever love thee...
If
if
only I could really fix this,
I'll give up my life 4 their bliss,
if only I could actually fix that,
I'll give up my future 4 d 1 they shud've had,
...but I'm nothin but one of their saplings,
What I can do now is make them proud of my being...
Syawal 2010
Gema takbir meriah suasana,
mencuit gembira berpilin hiba,
Sebulan ujian ditempuh bermakna,
Menjadi pengukur taqwa si hamba.
Rindu dihati tidak bersua,
...Sempadan jarak memisdah kita,
Namun kini dihari bahagia,
Tulus ingatan ikhlas ditinta.
Syawal bertamu mengundang fitrah,
Barakah yg ada manfaatlah sebaiknya,
Ampunkan segala silap dan salah,
Termakan terminum halalkan adanya.
...
Sunday in Tongod at 5 am,
At around 8 then Sandakan I claim,
Last midnight to lcct I came,
Finally today i'm back home again.
Shop...
Shop till drop,
Spend till bend,
Splurge all urge,
With all the temptation,
I'll be out of moderation.
a not so good piece...
songs of the crickets,
enveloping this sleepy night,
but i'm still here with no regrets,
eventhough I'm all alone with no delight,
...cos at least I'm done with all the debts,
and I'll be free at least for a fortnight,
Tomorrow i'll be out of this green blankets,
On my way to catch my anticipated flights...
Who we are...
It's easy,
to forget who we are,
to lose sight of our useful repertoire,
cos amidst the neverending piles of papers,
and endless noises of empty-headed "leaders",
...We let ourselves sink down and drowned,
We fell into routines on baseless ground,
Let's wake up and shine up to expectation,
Before we end up killing the future generation,
Let's prove to the world that this is indeed,
an honourable profession...
Ramadhan 2 Zaman
Kurenungi,
Hari-hari dalam Ramadhan yang berlalu,
Sudah kini kuberada dipenghujungmu,
Rasa hiba menerjah, bertamu di kalbu,
Kubandingkan,
...Beza antara Ramadhan dua zaman,
Bulan yang sama, natijahnya berlainan,
Ramadhan dulu cemerlang gemilangan,
Mukminin berjasa di awal zaman,
Ramadhan kini malang dipinggirkan,
Muslimin berdosa di akhir zaman.
Aug 29, 2010
Bertamu di Sandakan...
Hari Ahad hujung minggu,
Berjalan aku di pasar tamu,
Melihat manusia berpusu-pusu,
Tawar menawar tidakpun jemu,
Lantas terdetik dalam hatiku,
Mengapa keinginan sukar dibelenggu,
Waima tika Ramadhan sedang berlagu,
Saat Iblis dan Syaitan tiada walaupun satu,
Tjawab sendiri akhirnya pertanyaanku,
Tatkala terlihat seutas jam bertali biru,
Kita manusia; punyai hawa nafsu,
Acapkali tewas degan hasutannya itu,
Lantaran bersamalah kita ingat selalu,
Bukan semua yang dimahu itu selalu perlu...
Berjalan aku di pasar tamu,
Melihat manusia berpusu-pusu,
Tawar menawar tidakpun jemu,
Lantas terdetik dalam hatiku,
Mengapa keinginan sukar dibelenggu,
Waima tika Ramadhan sedang berlagu,
Saat Iblis dan Syaitan tiada walaupun satu,
Tjawab sendiri akhirnya pertanyaanku,
Tatkala terlihat seutas jam bertali biru,
Kita manusia; punyai hawa nafsu,
Acapkali tewas degan hasutannya itu,
Lantaran bersamalah kita ingat selalu,
Bukan semua yang dimahu itu selalu perlu...
Me III
I'm not all morbid and whiny,
Nor am I all gleeful and shiny,
Perfection hasn't always been with me,
but I'd like to consider myself worthy,
of being a friend, a trusted company,
As each of you make my life lot less lonely...
Nor am I all gleeful and shiny,
Perfection hasn't always been with me,
but I'd like to consider myself worthy,
of being a friend, a trusted company,
As each of you make my life lot less lonely...
To confront...
I hate confrontation,
and I hate even more, alienation,
thus, I wore on me all smily mask,
regardless of how I despise a given task,
regardless of how much hatred I harbour,
even when all I get is my own sweats and labour...
Mournday
the first day of the week,
but the body's still tired and weak,
wish there's a part in me i could tweak,
to pump me up and not feel so bleak,
O monday, monday, u make me meek...
Me II
adventures create my personality,
adversities enhance my creativitiy,
adversaries build my tenacity,
hence I'll always be,
the person I'm meant to be...
pray for me please,
may u n me b in bliss,
prey on me please not,
N 4ever we'll b in each other's thought :)
2nd version.
Tis.
Adventure is the pillar of personality,
adversity is the source of creativity,
...adversary is the root of tenacity.
'tis, hence, I'll always be,
the person I'm meant to be...
Yesterdays...
Yesterdays, I yearned for tomorrows,
Little did I know that it'll come with sorrows,
With plentiful of hurts and miseries that still grows...
Rhymes of friends...
IZZA'S
I have a friend named Izza,
She's a bit emotionally bizarre,
I'd compare her to a piece of pizza,
Every bite strikes u with different flava.
I have a friend named Izza,
She's a bit emotionally bizarre,
I'd compare her to a piece of pizza,
Every bite strikes u with different flava.
Befriending her is an exciting adventure,
And a dear friend indeed she are,
There's just no one like my lovely IZZA...
hope u r happeeya :p
ZABREENA'S
She's really into photography,
and I can assure you her pics ain't never shabby,
Always bringing up the best in me,
Honesty is truly her best policy,
She's my treasurd fren, ZABBY
DD'S
There's this one petite n gorgeous lady,
She looks so kind and act so gently,
but beneath that smile lies a mistery,
only her closest friends will agree with me,
that her laughter is hilariously crazy,
...and judge a book by it's cover u shud not be,
cos often she's a terror and she acts violently,
bumps and bruises are the evidence on me,
But dont you worry my violent lady,
I will always be ur friend o Dd,
In good times in bad times we'll always be,
Forever the bestest friends since NZ...
and by the way, i'm just kiddin', okie dokie?
She looks so kind and act so gently,
but beneath that smile lies a mistery,
only her closest friends will agree with me,
that her laughter is hilariously crazy,
...and judge a book by it's cover u shud not be,
cos often she's a terror and she acts violently,
bumps and bruises are the evidence on me,
But dont you worry my violent lady,
I will always be ur friend o Dd,
In good times in bad times we'll always be,
Forever the bestest friends since NZ...
and by the way, i'm just kiddin', okie dokie?
work!
work and never tire,
in ease and in dire,
let's hope i'll not expire,
before gotten what I aspire...
warrior
is but a fallen warrior,
seasoned with sweats and tears,
calloused by cruelties and tortures...
My first short poem...
an empty shell,
cold, hard and hollow,
insignificantly meaningless,
melancholically full of sorrow...
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